ADDMATH WAS DROPPED

Assalamualaikum and ufufufu...

so today, like what i have entitled this post. yes, i dropped my addmath subject. 

so here is the story.

tadi pengetua suruh berkumpul siapa yang confirm addmath dia boleh dan tak boleh. so aku duduk di bahagian tengah (ragu-ragu). and, aku dah jumpa cikgu. cikgu kata aku boleh. aku jumpa cikgu tuisyen aku (NUR AIN FATIHAH), dia pun kata aku boleh. dan yeah, aku rasa aku dah mula suka addmath. 

but love doesn't mean that you will own it. apatah lagi baru mula nak suka. aku kalau diberi pilihan kalau nak drop subject memang aku drop akaun. sebab aku rasa akaun lagi susah dari addmath. but yeah, there was no either one. there was no choice. so, aku putuskan untuk dropped addmath.kenapa? here is the reasons :

• aku bukannya pandai sangat addmath, takat lulus tu bolehlah
• akaun tak boleh drop so aku drop addmath
• kalau aku drop addmath, aku dapatlah pick up balik akaun yang memeningkan tu
• aku dah tanya abah dan abah cakap "tak payah ambik, jangan menyusahkan kepala"

so, those are the reason why.

yes, tadi masa kat sekolah aku call rumah nak tanya umi pasal benda ni. umi cakap tanya abah, or abah yang suruh umi cakap kat aku "suruh dia tepon abah". and aku pun call lah abah ku sayang. and that was what he said. mungkin sebab dia dah tahu anak dia ni bukan jenis suka nombor. anak dia ni selalu complain addmath susah. dan abah tahu apa yang terbaik untuk anak dia. kalau tanya umi dah tentu arah lah umi cakap tak payah ambil. umi akan cakap macam ni " alah, anak umi ni bukan nak jadi pakar matematik pun". hahaha.

dan tadi aku telefon teacher aku. teacher AZAZURAH. dia cakap. "don't think about one matter over and over again, or else you will not move on, your life will be in a circle. life is not in a circle, life is a straight line. and you must move on. the only person who know what is best for you is you yourself". and yes teacher, i think that this decision is the best for me. i will not be in circle. IN SHAA ALLAH. 

well, hidup ni bukan kita seorang je. ada orang lain juga yang kita boleh bergantung harapan dan tempat mengadu. jadi, pergilah kepada orang-orang tersebut. make the right decision in yourself. you need to make it on your own. because you will be the one who will take the risk. so ask yourself, "WHAT DO I WANT TO DO?".

bye.sayonara.adios.